My Growing Family...

Wedding weekend

2010-10-29T07:29:00.002-04:00

It's wedding weekend for Julie VanLue, A sweet friend of mine that I get to stand with as she marries the man that has become her best friend. I love, love, love weddings. I love the dresses, the theme, colors, cake, flowers, all that it is. But I really love the stories, I love to hear how God lead them to one another, the road that they took to get there, the commitment they chose to make. It is such a sweet kindness of God when He brings two together. I have always liked this song it reminds me that God had and always has a plan. That no matter what broken paths I took God had me on a road that had Jonathan waiting:) He lead me straight into a young man that was strong enough to not flee a circumstance that would not appeal to any worldly bachelor. God blessed my broken road and I am so very grateful. I love that I love Jonathan and that our story that started out with such sin and wickedness led to a road that is blessed with love, children and the cross.

I believe in a Faithful God!

2010-10-27T19:46:00.000-04:00

So, I have been thinking about how the Lord leads. How it looks so different for so many. I was driving around yesterday and was thanking God for how He leads, even when we choose to not be faithful, He remains the Same, a loving and Faithful God! He is a deliverer...and then in his mercy He doesn't just let us go, He continues to pursue us and guide us, even mold us to be into the image of His Son. Oh what great truths when I am struggling, I don't only have His word that shows this in hundreds of years pass but I can look into my own life and see where He has carried me. He has at times dragged me out of the murky pit, firmly had his hands on my shoulders, gently held my hand, and has even provided His spirit within to lovingly guide me. What a Kind and gracious God we serve. I am thankful that my GREATEST need has been met, when other things seem to be failing I know my God has won victory over my death. This week I am hiding away in the blood of Jesus.
Come weary saints, though tired and weak, Hide away in the love of Jesus.
Your strength will return by His quiet streams, Hide away in the love of Jesus.
Hear Him calling your name, see the depths of His love, by the wounds of His Grace, Hide away...
Come wandering souls, and find your home Hide away in the love of Jesus. He offers that rest, that you yearn to know, Hide away in the Love of Jesus.

I'm hungry:)

2010-10-11T08:29:00.000-04:00

So its 12:03 am the other night and Jonathan and I had just eaten dinner. I was so hungry and I realized after three bites of brownie and my stomach hurting from the sugar rush that I was filling up on junk. My tummy was screaming for decent food and perhaps yelling that I have waited too long before I fed it. So I made some quick quesadillas and they were warm and delicious. My stomach immediately felt better and full:) Funny way how and when the Lord speaks to us sometimes because right then I felt Him telling me that He wants to supply my need, and He wants to fulfill my hunger. My soul is seeking things that will satisfy and fill me. I am hungry and the only thing that will fill my spirit and quench my thirst is Christ. I am so thankful that He loves me and wants to supply me with His goodness. I am excited to fulfill this hunger with what God has for me. I confessed an overall busyness and lack of discipline in my life to Jonathan and that even felt good:) I am hungry and it's good. I can't wait to meet with my savior and see what He has in store.

FINE!

2010-10-04T07:42:00.000-04:00

Fine, so be it. Fall is in the air and I am ready to accept it. I have been fighting it but fine. Let it be. I am thinking through what jeans actually fit and if I even own long sleeve shirts. But ok, its Oct. and its getting "cooler"...I think i get nervous when fall comes, because with it are holidays that have expectations. I dislike when I cant meet expectations. I don't want to engage in disappointment. So I am falling into fall knowing that God does not disappoint. He has my days and I can rest assure that He will exceed any and all expectations that I may or may not have. What is life without the God who formed it...complete despair and disappointment. So, I am burning my cinnamon spiced pumpkin oil, I am getting my decorations down from the attic and I am opening my windows to the possibilities that God is going to do great things in the last months of this year. Because I have my trust in Him I know I wont be disappointed:)

Taylor's Back....

2010-09-28T09:31:00.000-04:00

So we went to Taylor's check up appointment this last week. Although her bone measurements haven't changed her Dr. wants her to stay in her brace for another 5 months. She fears that the growth hasn't stopped completely and her desire would be to prevent anything from having an opportunity to get worse. Even though this was disappointing news for Taylor I was very thankful that God did not see it fit for another surgery. Praise God from whom all blessings flow:) That's what I was singing in my head on the way out of the Drs. office. He is good. He is worthy. He is kind and merciful.
He is good when I am in medical debt. When half of my daughters life she has dealt with illness He is good. He is faithful when I don't have a daily quiet time with Him. When I am at the dinner table with my family He is merciful. He is good when I am tired of disciplining and I am the one repenting for anger.
When I can treat my kids to a surprise outing to chick fil a, He is Kind.
No matter my circumstance He remains God, never changing. When I am weak He lifts me up and makes me strong...all for his glory. What did you wake up to this morning? What circumstance good or trialing do you have on your plate? Release it! Praise God for who He is! Although we are in a scenery that always seems like its changing or a place that feels like we have been stuck there forever, Praise God for His wisdom and his love, that has us there. It is exactly what is best for us in the eyes of our Creator.

So, I am back at attempting to write out tidbits of us:)

2010-09-13T10:48:00.000-04:00

Taylor's 1st day...of the second week;)

Sadie helping Lauren with her math:)

Welcoming Colin to 4th grade and Lauren to Pre-K

School started back up a couple of weeks ago. All is going well. Taylor is loving being back at ICS! It was God's perfect timing and provision to bring her back there. Colin is doing well, we are both trying to adjust to the work load that 4th grade brings. Lauren is busy enjoying being a pre-schooler. She gets through her workbooks like no body's business, if I had more time I would put her right into Kindergarten. Just wasn't prepared for that. And Sadie, well, Sadie is a mess that we all enjoy. She keeps us laughing from one day to the next with all her new speech patterns. Yesterday she wanted to stutter out her words, today she blurts out the first word of every sentence.

Painting

Good bye Summer:(

2009-08-06T16:03:00.003-04:00

Who said school could start!? I feel like we barely had a summer:( and that's with starting later then planned! We begin our year on August18th. I just saw last year evaluations that I forgot to mail out so those went out today and I started reviewing all of my curriculum this week. I think?? its going to be a good year. I am exciting about a new math for Colin and Taylor and a science class that Taylor will be taking. Colin is going to be taking History with Kristen this year I am going to be teaching Katelyn grammar:) It should be fun! Mix in Lauren doing some pre-k stuff and Sadie demanding my time and attention and how could this not be a fantastic time;) Besides the little girls having a bit of a stomach thing everyone is doing well. Taylor has had her last of "I just had major back surgery" excuses and has gotten pretty much back in the swing of things. She is doing so well! we are squeezing the last bit of lazy summer days out, the sleeping in is getting put to a stop and hopefully the thoughts of organization and schedules will keep me motivated as we say goodbye to Summer...

Taylor's doing well:)

2009-07-08T00:25:00.003-04:00

For those of you who may have read this in email for another blog...Oops! So sorry I meant to update this blog not your homegroup's! :) Can I blame the lack of sleep?? Just thought I would update everyone...Taylor is doing very well. She is recovering at a rapid rate, she is walking and sitting with no help (now getting up is another story;) she had her first outing in the wheelchair last night, Jonathan and I used several movie passes that we have had for a while to treat the kids to a movie. We saw "UP" and they loved it! I cant fathom how people go to the movies with a large family...I didn't have to pay anything out of pocket but with 5 of us a large popcorn and 2 drinks we would have had to spend 58.50!!! Yes you saw that right almost $60.00! Unbelievable!Besides Taylor's skin being very sensitive to the adhesive and meds. she is really doing so well.In other exciting news, Lauren Pooped on the potty today!!! Although she has been in panties for months now she refused to go number 2 actually in the potty...she did so well otherwise but we have had such trouble getting her to obey ALL the way:) but tonight on her own (which is yet another story;) she went to the bathroom and afterwards found me and lead me by the hand to show off her accomplishment. Oh what delight I had to see pooped...I know but if you only knew what a struggle this has been!!! :) Because it was late tonight when it happened we are celebrating with pink cake and icing tomorrow as promised when this event finally happened! I pray this is the beginning of less disciplines and no accidents.Thank you again for all your care and love for us and Taylor, we so appreciate all of you and are so thankful that God is healing our daughter.

Tomorrow's the day....

2009-06-28T16:17:00.003-04:00

I can't believe its almost here...tomorrow's the day. Taylor's surgery time got moved up by an hour so we need to arrive at the hospital at 5:30! She will be in the operating room about 7 hours. Please pray that we all get a good night's sleep and we have a smooth morning leaving. Taylor has had a few special times with some friends these past couple of days, has learned to shave her legs, (quite an experience;) has gone canoeing, been to the beach and is growing up alot...she has had to have more faith in her God then ever before. Its been neat to see her grow in more ways then one these past few weeks. God has continued to be faithful...and has shown it in mighty ways. Please continue to pray for her (and us if you think of it) thank you again for all your thoughts, prayers and care...

13 days...

2009-06-15T15:28:00.002-04:00

Until Taylor has major back surgery...Its been 5 years of waiting and watching, and lots of praying. Well God has definitely been faithful to protect Taylor and mend her in some ways but though His infinite wisdom has decided that surgery is our only option to fully correct Taylor's spine. She will have two steel rods fusing her spine together that should need no adjustments and will straighten her back good as new:) We go in on June 29th to Arnold Palmer and will remain there for about a week. Please pray for her as you think of it and for the other kiddos who will be distributed;) Last time we only had little Colin so this time were adding 2 girls who like their mama...Taylor is doing great with the news and doesn't seem fearful in the slightest. We go next week to get blood work and preliminary tests and such. Thank you again for all your thoughts and prayers...

I love Pasta:)

2009-06-09T21:49:00.002-04:00

Is there any more in there?

Let me see??

Yay! Still some more mommy:)

My Mimi...

2009-06-02T09:20:00.002-04:00

We planted a Rose bush in honor of my Papa, after my Mimi was on her knees crying at the Lowes nursery they was no question that we would be in the garden that day:) I miss my Papa... Mimi wanted to make Jonathan a cheesecake, something she said she wouldnt make after Papa passed away, but something in her heart melted for Jonathan (He really is a sweet guy;) and she decided that we would have to make one! After my mom got generic ingredients and they made one, it wasnt to Mimi's liking, "You have to have name brand!" so we made another one, it was much better:)

It's been crazy...

2009-05-19T22:32:00.002-04:00

No, Seriously...CRAZY! But I wanted to try to catch up a little bit. I feel like that's all I've been doing is playing catch up. Here's installment number one, Sadie's First Birthday! Wow! A year has really gone by fast and yet it seems like forever. Enjoy the pictures and perhaps I will have another post for you tomorrow:)

More catching up...

2009-04-02T10:57:00.002-04:00

So This really was one of the easiest "parties"...the girls really just entertained themselves, I still got laundry done this day:) That was in part due to Taylor's help! Happy Birthday Princess Lauren...We absolutely Love You, how couldn't we you would yell at us if we didn't!

Trying to catch up...

2009-04-02T08:22:00.003-04:00

Taylor is 12! Can you believe it?! I barely can. We celebrated her day low key this year and just had a seafood dinner upon her request and ended the night with gifts and cupcakes. She is maturing everyday (little at a time;)and I so look forward to seeing God's plan for her life. Taylor, we love you!!!

Papa...

2009-03-09T22:02:00.003-04:00

We have been back and forth to Jacksonville this last week visiting family and saying Goodbye to my Wonderful Papa. He was sent to the Hospital last week and sadly never got to go back home...his earthly home that is. He joined Christ in heaven this morning at 6:45 with my mama holding his hand as he passed. He only recently accepted Christ (that we know of) and we were able to have peace knowing where he was headed. My Mimi and Papa were happily married for 62 years, he loved her with an unselfish love that I respect and want to emulate. He was the very best Papa and gave so much away. What a joy it is to think of him dancing before the throne of Christ. Please continue to pray for my extended family, especially my Mimi, she is one with a broken heart.

Just had to say it....

2009-02-12T10:33:00.002-05:00

I have a wonderful husband. I love you Jonathan!

What we have been up to you ask??

2009-01-28T17:16:00.004-05:00

How about Puke, Poop, and bleach. That pretty much sums up the last week or so. I know; disgusting but its reality people, and with 4 kiddos and a stomach bug carried straight in from the devil it wasn't pretty. I am not sure what is worse, everyone getting it one by one and lasting for days or if it came all at once. I am sure both have its negatives and negatives;) Anyways, do to God's grace and that He didn't want me to go completely insane, everyone is feeling much better and after 2 weeks of barely any school (what do you do when the teacher is out and she doubles as the sub?) we are attempting to get back on track. I pray for anyone who encounters this demon bug...no I am being serious...it was horrendous. Sorry there are no pictures with this post I will leave those out along with the details of the past couple of weeks;) In the mean time check out this website http://www.boutiqueforaweek.net/ I am signed up and cant wait to get rid of clutter and make some money doing it:)

The Cutest gift under the tree if you ask me...

2008-12-16T23:29:00.003-05:00

I cant believe its already December 16th. Wow...as fast as the days are passing Sadie is growing. She will be 8 months on the 18th, she is crawling, walking along walls and sofas, even your pant legs if you are standing still long enough, she wants to eat everything, and she LOVES playing with her sisters and brother. Today we found her underneath our Christmas tree, Isn't she just so cute! God is so wise! Can you believe His plan all along was for us to have 4 beautiful children!? Taylor is doing well despite a discouraging report from her Drs. Her measurements were not good this last Drs. visit and we will have one more check up before discussing surgery. Will you pray that it be God's will to heal her? She is loving reading and continues to help me with the little girls. Colin is growing and he is the main source of entertainment for the girls here, his passion is video games but as often as he asks to play is as much as I am seeing him read! YES it clicked and I am so excited, I even found him copying bible verses in his oh so cool Vans notebook;) Lauren is Lauren and although we are about to go into "stop peeing in your panties boot camp" she continues to keep us laughing, she says the funniest things and has been enjoying her little sister getting big enough to play with her. I know they will be good friends:) We are in full swing of December events, we have had a HG Christmas party for the children which including Walk Through Bethlehem and the Griffiths watching our children...all of the children so the parents could fellowship, to the adult HG Christmas party at the Blacks home, where there were plenty of yummy foods to eat and a gift exchange, the Christmas Bash, the Undivided coffee house, and a few get togethers here in our home. I am excited by a recent conviction I felt strongly from the Lord, this Christmas Vacation to spend quality time with my children. I am so looking forward to being obedient and we are starting it off with a day of baking tomorrow. Well don't let the December rush stop you from enjoying this wonderful month where we get to celebrate the most sacrificial gift, Jesus, and the blessing of family and friends.

Sadie gets her ears Pierced!

2008-12-02T09:37:00.003-05:00

Well it was time to get some bling for the youngest girl in our family, and what better way then to do so with friends:) We met up with Stephanie and Ella (and her big brothers) to get the girls ears pierced. They really did great considering they were both ready for morning naps. We had a yummy lunch afterwards (which was a big treat for my kiddos...mall food!) and headed home in time to finish up school for the day.

I have been tagged.....

2008-11-25T15:20:00.002-05:00

I've been tagged:) here was my picture Ms. Cissy, her hair grows So Fast! What a cutie!

Sadie's Dedication

2008-11-11T12:02:00.000-05:00

This was how we looked through most of the praying...Sadie was either grabbing Colin's hair or pulling on her flowers. I think my mom told me she smacked at her once too, add in that I thought we we praying when we weren't and you have your self some good Sunday morning entertainment.

Gosh, she is so cute isn't she?!

My parents and my family...Thank you Tara and Stephanie for being great photographers!!!

What the Little Girls have been up to...

2008-11-08T00:38:00.003-05:00

This is my Sadikins...you will find her most days stuffing her hand in her mouth, tempting us to think she is getting a tooth.

And I am slightly tempted to tack a swiffer cloth onto her clothing, she is scooting everywhere and in a few short days I am sure will be crawling.

Up on her hands and knees...

Almost there little mama. She is getting so big and Jonathan and I are loving it! She went in for her 6 month check up about 2 weeks late. She weighs 16 lbs. and 10 oz. she is in the 50% for weight and the 75% for her height. She loves to eat and it is starting to show it:) We couldn't imagine our life without her sweet spirit...Life is good.

And Lauren, well, Lauren's paci has been eaten by buggies. Well that is what we have told her anyways. It has been about 3 weeks of no paci here and on most days we have a little or a lot of above attitude. I am however in full faith that it too shall pass. She is a smart cookie and she will eventually figure out it isn't coming back. BTW, we also couldn't imagine our family without Lauren...well we could imagine it but we wouldn't trade her and said moodiness for anything.

The Carving...

2008-11-04T13:01:00.003-05:00

The yuck of the pumpkin, I toasted the seeds after we cleaned them and then they were yummy:)

Daddy was amazing at carving, he and Colin picked one of the harder faces to carve and he did an excellent job. Such a hot dad;)

Our scary skeleton

And Lauren...

And Colin proudly displaying his pumpkin.

The Pumpkin Patch

2008-11-04T13:00:00.001-05:00

So sweet!

Lauren wanted to stay at the 'Patch" all day

Taylor was extremely helpful and just went with the flow

Colin ended up finding the "perfect pumpkin"

And Sadie, well if I would have let her she would have sat and just licked every pumpkin and ate straw all afternoon:)

More updates...

2008-10-07T11:06:00.003-04:00

Ha-Ha Cissy, Colin is still 7:) Life has just been taking up all 24 hours of the day. Literally. Lauren and Sadie are now sharing their room and I think both of them are still getting use to each other. Like this morning when Sadie woke up at 6:30 to nurse Lauren took it upon herself to wake up too. I am a firm believer in children staying in bed at least until 7:00 but after a discipline and 2 very awake little girls I decided this morning it was not happening. Besides waking up early Lauren has decided that you are a girl when you wear a dress, and otherwise you look like a boy. Hence a dress everyday. Sometimes 2 or 3 depending on whether we make it to the restroom in time. Colin has lost his two front teeth:) I love it, I think its just so cute when they have no teeth in the front and the lisp slightly. Unfortunately one of them didn't fall out naturally, apparently the snaggle tooth in the front was an extra one and it was pulled a week or so ago. He did so well and they even let him keep the pulled tooth, I swear it was about an inch long...disgusting. He has also been able to take days off his punishment because he has on several occasions choose wisely instead of foolishly or selfishly. This has been indeed a big deal in our home. We are all excited when we get to rejoice for changed behavior.

Sadie is doing just wonderful aside from being distracted by above sister and not sleeping in like she use to. it has been twice now that I have found miss Lauren in her crib with her in the wee hours of the morning. She is eating like a little piggy and growing everyday. She scoots/rolls all around the floor and you will often find her half way under the sofa or bed. Her hair is getting thicker by the minute and I am sure in no time she will be sporting bows:) Taylor has been a huge help within our home (usually;) She recently served at one of her first Metro Youth events. (I still cant believe I have a middle schooler) It was the Senior Luncheon, Grams and Gramps sat at her table and I believe they made wonderful memories. Well, that's us lately on top of Homeschooling, Home group, Piano, Singles, Deluge, Worship Team, Accountability, Cleaning, Cooking, Grocery shopping (a job in itself) Leading, Submitting;), being a mommy and a wife, oh did I mention I was trying to exercise too?

Colin

2008-09-11T21:00:00.003-04:00

So it was last night after a loooong day I thought I needed to reflect on Colin and all the wonderfully good things about him. I never really did so adequately for his birthday so I thought I would post now after another really looooong day:) Since we have been spending so much time together in our bathroom (Actually I was interrupted from this post to join my bathroom buddy again) that taking time to acknowledge all the great things the Lord has given me in Colin would probably do us both some good. Some things that I am thankful for... 1. Colin has a very compassionate heart for those who are less fortunate, from a very young age he was willing to give toys away, save money and buy things for them at Christmas time, and often asks about children in other countries. 2. He is a life saver to Lauren, literally. 3. He loves to entertain both his younger sisters and they love to have him entertain them. 4. He still gives me hugs and doesn't wipe off my kisses. 5. I love that he lets me play with his floppy ears. 6. That he is opened about asking questions about Christ and heaven. 7. That he is learning to play guitar. 8. Once he starts serving he begins to enjoy it. 9. He desires to be around his family. 10. What God is going to do for him, through him, and with him. Colin, Happy 7th Birthday! I love you!

She likes bananas...

2008-09-05T22:20:00.002-04:00

The last 2 weeks... less math, "peep" a DS? and 4 months!

2008-08-22T23:38:00.006-04:00

So here are a few updates:)

Colin turned 7! We had a very low key celebration...he got 75.00 in gift cards and $$$ and has since then tried to convince Jonathan and I to fork over a little more and let him get a DS! The "debate" is still ongoing. Besides starting school 2 weeks ago I also started potty training Lauren. She has really done great, we have had our share of accidents (about 1 a day for the first week) but she would simply say "oh, sorry mom, I 'peep' on the potty next time" she looks adorable in little panties and has kept her pull ups pretty dry during naps and bed...Taylor is doing well and working through some tween seasons of her own. we have had some really good conversations lately and I am praying for fruit to be produced:) She was extremely pleased when I announced math was taking just too long and we were going to cut our usual 30 problems into 15! I know she was thinking who are you and where is my evil teacher/mom from last year?? Sadie just turned 4 months!!! I cant believe how fast time has gone by! I love watching her grow and show us her little personality. She has started crying/screaming now when she gets mad, she rarely does this so its almost comical to Jonathan and I when she does, we try to tell her we have had much worse;) She went for a well check up this past Wednesday, she weighed 13 lbs. 13 oz. and she was 25 1/4 ins. long. She is "recovering" from her battle wounds...3 shots, it was so sad. She just stared at me with her big eyes, giving me the "why would you let them do this to me" look. That seems to sum up our last 2 weeks, minus the numerous opportunities the Lord allowed me to have to train my children in the way they should go, and the 4 days of rain, our pool has now officially overflowed and I believe there are about 2000 frogs that have had their honeymoon outside of our home (I hate frogs! Weren't they part of the plague series??)

We Started....

2008-08-11T21:20:00.002-04:00

We Started our 7th year of Home Schooling this morning. It went very well! We kept it low key and will continue to do so for this first week but I can tell its going to be a great year:) I also found out that I am going to need a lot more planned activities to keep Miss Lauren busy! She just wants to be doing everything her big brother and Sissy are doing and she is pretty sure of herself that she can do it better then they can. Sadie is doing wonderful on her new schedule that we began last week. She is going to bed better and has nice structure to her day now...though as I type I can hear her cooing in her bed! Ahhh! I cant believe I have a 6th grader!!!

2008-07-30T23:19:00.005-04:00

Oh the savings...I purchased all of these items for free! Yup, absolutely free. I just love it:) And I got 12.00 in ECB's for next time. Ya-hoo...

Besides my CVS and Publix Shopping not much is going on here except some sickness:( and school planning. Taylor is doing remarkable in her brace...very little complaining and she got a great report that it is doing exactly what they want it to! PRAISE GOD!!! Colin is gearing up for his 7th birthday and not looking forward to school:) Lauren is finally getting into "roll playing" to help with obedience...except sometimes she turns a 10 minute discipline session into a 20 minute one as she demands "baby Lauren" (a large, slightly ugly baby doll) to obey the first time, sit on the potty, wipe clean and do so all with a happy heart:) Did I mention Mommy has to make "baby Lauren" speak...Sadie, well Sadie is adorable not to mention completely sweet, she barely cries unless she really needs something and cant wait the typical 10 or so minutes for it (i.e. the Lauren story) she is sleeping better once she goes to bed...between 11:00 and midnight. I am still working on that part, but she is in her own room with her big Sissy Taylor and so far that is going well also.

As I attempt to put Miss Cutie to bed I leave you with these shots, one of our Mexican Fury sleeping soundly AND PEACEFULLY:) and two, "Baby Lauren" sprawled out on the dining room floor where she was left after not obeying...

Arrr, I cant stand the way pics. load here! why? why?

Saving $$$$

2008-07-24T09:35:00.003-04:00

This was just blog worthy:) and a testimony of God's faithfulness in what some would think is cheeky I know is His kindness. OK, CVS this week, I spent $13.00 out of pocket on 4 transactions. I saved $57.33 and walked out with 16.00 more ECB's. Essentially they paid me 3.00 to buy all of this. I came home with items including 2 packs of CVS diapers (I like them:) Veet "razor's" for my up and coming tween (Can you believe Taylor wants to shave...not yet)Laundry detergent which I was just about out of and I waiting for a good deal! And these were just some of the goodies I was able to get. Then at PUBLIX yesterday (no picture:) I spent 70.00 (My goal was to be under 100) and I saved 80! I even got a pack of 16 individual packets of infimil formula for 1.00, 3 pork tenderloins, 4 lg. bags of chicken nuggets, pork chops, ground beef and 1 1/2 lbs. of deli lunch meat among many other things. Oh and I went in the rain and was in and out of there in 45 minutes...that in itself is an amazing feat! So I am totally grateful for my saving this week and love to watch God work out details! Yes, I am 27 and getting excited about coupons and grocery shopping...

A couple of slides:)

2008-07-11T13:43:00.003-04:00

The Fourth of July!

Rick and Debi's beach condo that they graciously let us crash for a few lovely days~

The 4th of July

2008-07-06T21:41:00.003-04:00

So most pics from the evening aren't blog appropriate so these will have to do:) JK! I don't have time for a slide show so who better to post but my cutie pa-tooties! Hope you had a great 4th of July!

Headed to the Park...

2008-06-23T13:47:00.002-04:00

Just a few pictures of our park day (morning actually) I left the mess of my house and headed to the park with my kiddos, they played, had fun and got Lauren tired;)Sadie enjoyed looking at the trees for a while and took a little nap herself. It was nice. What I didn't expect was the crazy person going 45+ miles behind me that almost caused a severe accident on the way there, I literally slammed on my brakes and swerved out of the way and watched them run a stop sign right in front of me...I wonder how many other times the Lord just chooses to spare of us of danger. Anyways, I also didn't expect the judgemental sin escaping my heart when I cringed at the family Colin chose to play with at the swings, they were quite interesting, the 2 moms...were smoking and they were dressed immodestly amongst other things. Yet my son didn't "look" at the appearance of them and choose to just play, I just kept thinking "Oh he's going to smell like smoke now...I wonder what they are saying in front of him" "Great now Lauren's over there!"

Wow! Its a yucky scene when the sins of your heart are being revealed at the park no less. But God is so kind and faithful to show me the ugly to then see the beauty...I saw the family calling Colin by name and thanking him for being kind to their sons and playing with them. I kept thinking of a message recently at church; the topic was pretty much what I was doing at the park, totally judging based on appearance instead of reaching out (like my son) I was saying yuck. I am so glad Jesus loves me despite my sin...and grateful despite my crummy example He chooses to use my son to reach out to people, maybe next time I will get off my fat tushy and reach out like my 6 year old:)

AHHH! SHOTS!

2008-06-18T10:35:00.003-04:00

This picture just cracks me up! Sadie had her first shots yesterday, she did so well, she only cried for a minute and then cuddled on mommy's shoulder. She is 24.5 inches long and weighs 11 lbs. and 2 oz. She's in the 75th percentile on weight and off the charts on her length. He predicted her to be 5' 9"...Yikes, I hope God has a tall husband for her instore:) She has slept the last 2 nights in her bed! I am so excited about that but completely opened to letting her be in her swing if that suits her better;)

We're filling up the loveseat!

2008-06-15T23:05:00.001-04:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

A small miracle!

2008-06-09T18:36:00.002-04:00

So I believe this to be a small miracle of sorts...ready? Sadie slept not only in her bassinet last night but she did so for seven hours! Yes you heard it, this is one of the only two nights that she has not slept part of if not most of the night in her swing, that is if you can call what she does sleep;) I kid you not I woke up in the very same position as I fell asleep in and in pure wonderment when I realized what had taken place for the last several hours. Yes the gift of sleep...it truly is a gift and that of which is even more appreciated when deprived of it for several weeks. I seriously felt like I could handle what the day brought, wait for it... here's the kicker I felt as though I could do so with patience! What I have also notice when sleep comes for a visit is it allows you to take the time to capture the sweetness of the day. Take for instance when Lauren decided to obey me the first time in the parking lot of the Drs. office, or when Colin said "is this all you would like" with a tone of willingness to help out more then with just his laundry, or when Taylor lovingly helped Lauren though a not so pretty moment. Thank You Lord for the gift of sleep, how sweet it is:) Now speaking of sleep, tonight is Taylor's first night with her new brace, please pray for her as she adapts to wearing it. Please pray that would be able to fall asleep quickly, that she would sleep soundly and that no bruising would occur from it

not quite...:)

2008-06-05T22:50:00.004-04:00

Well, Sadie will be 7 weeks tomorrow! I have been terrible at taking pictures...but I did try her in her bumbo chair tonight and though it seemed she liked it she's not quite ready:) she was a cute bobble head though.

Sibling rivilary

2008-06-02T14:20:00.004-04:00

So whats a mom to do when brother and sister aren't getting along....(well after disciplines and scripture review) throw them fully clothed in the pool:)

WICKED!

2008-05-20T22:22:00.002-04:00

A couple of weeks ago Taylor got to fully enjoy her Christmas gift...she had been anxiously waiting and anticipating May 1st for a long time. Well the night finally came and she went to see the Musical Wicked. She loved every minute of it, quietly sang along with some of the songs (till I told her that the surrounding patrons probably didn't want to hear her renditions) she even got to go out to dinner with one of her favorite friends Elvis as she lovingly calls Victoria...and to top the night off we were some of the very few that got to meet Elfaba and Glenda and even have them sign Taylor's playbill. It truly was delightful experiencing that night with my quickly growing tween:)

For those of you that I haven't told, Taylor had some disappointing results from her back check up, she has to go back in a brace for the next few months, please pray along with us that God would use that time to heal her...Thank you!

Sadie's "First" Bath:) 04-26-08

2008-05-02T21:11:00.003-04:00

We are alive! :)..Warning long post ahead

2008-04-26T16:57:00.005-04:00

So who knew all the fun things the Lord would have instore for us with the arrival of our fourth little one?! Miss Sadie Gwyneth is here and adorable! She thought it would be humorous to break my water as I walked around at Target with my three kiddos and Sister in law with her two boys in tow. (I still managed to buy my items mind you)

So graciously my SIL Michelle took her sons (1 who is a newborn himself) and my 2 older ones in her car to her home as I followed close behind with Lauren (who by the way was so appalled that we left her Yaya and Sissy that she was throwing a tantrum in the back of the car and dumped a perfectly good diet coke out onto the floor)

I met my wonderful friend Kristen at my house as she helped me pack the last of my things and I took a shower and waited for my hubby to arrive very quickly home from work to take me to the hospital...Debi came too to take photos of course:)

So after waiting in the triage "holding room" for what seemed like hours (probably about 15 minutes) my husband who reminded the lady behind the desk that indeed his wife's water had broke and he would be able to make a scene at any moment if she wanted him to got me in a room upstairs right about 4:45, I had in fact proven to all that I was in official labor and we were going to have a baby:)

I got the best nurse...Beth, who took no baloney from my Husband, it was quite funny actually and took the best care of me, she even stayed 2 hours past her shift to stay with me when I had Sadie. Well, I did get an epidural but it wasn't working on my left side, so they repositioned me and pumped up the meds. but it was all bad timing, they didn't check me before they decided to do that and I ended up being 10 and ready to push soon after the extra dose that left me completely numb! I mean completely, I couldn't move, my legs were mush and I felt really sick. Well we proceeded to wait...and wait...and wait for the on call Dr. to arrive. I think I heard the nurse say if I sneezed or coughed we would have a baby.

She got the back up clan ready just in case we didn't make it for the Dr. and I was wisely told by my 2 dulas to wait or Doogie Howser was going to deliver my child. So Mr. Dr. finally came to every one's relief and out came Miss Sadie:)

She was a delight, unfortunately I was unable to enjoy her due to some yucky side effects I was experiencing from the epi.

i.e. the "First Bottle" picture.

Well, the fun didn't end there, the next day I had one more bad experience with some pain medicine and begun taking trips to the bathroom to throw them all up:) Oh but wait, I then realize my husband is sharing the bathroom with me throwing up himself from...yes you guessed it, a stomach virus. Now it was indeed a beautiful bathroom...(granite counter tops, a spacious shower, all it needed was a hair dryer)to have two people throwing up in but it was one awful experience. BUT low and behold the Lord is ever so gracious because who in the moments prior show up...The Davis' to the rescue. What they thought was a nice visit to meet a new baby ended up something way different. Kyle escorted Jonathan home with the kiddos and Tara stayed and took care of me and the baby. She even waited until she knew I was feeling better and finally got me the right medicine to get back on the road to recovery. Did I mention they gave up a date night too in order to serve us, Amazing. Where would we be without the body of Christ??

So was this completely different then I thought it would be? Why yes, yes it was. Its an interesting situation when your pediatrician offers you a ride home from the hospital. Jonathan was able to pick us up the next day although his symptoms lingered for a few days after that but thank goodness no one else has gotten it and he is now better:)

We are now all adjusting to our crazy life of four children, Taylor and Colin are doing very well and continue to serve with the baby, Lauren really likes "Baby Sadie" and wants to hold her all the time. She was very worried the first time Sadie nursed exclaiming to her new sister not to bite mommy and even offered her food to eat or a sippy cup. She has since calmed down and even delights in the fact that in her words "Sadie is eating mommy's booby." Yes, there is little modesty here lately...Well there's my story of labor in a nut shell here is a slide for you to enjoy:)

Update...

2008-04-14T18:45:00.002-04:00

Well... Sadie and I traveled the 5 minutes it takes to go to the Dr. and although it was crowded, delayed, and there were no seats including the three that the men did not offer to give up for 39 week pregnant me...(Yes some how I managed to "fit" in one of those small stools made for children that sit a foot off the ground...I will definitely train Colin to give up his seat for a lady!) it was a good visit. I am 2/3 centimeters dilated and miss Sadie has dropped:) I even measured smaller and didn't gain any weight:) Yea! I have less then 10 days to go until my due date. I feel like the Lord through His Grace has blessed me with a patient heart BUT I would prefer not to have the heartburn and discomfort. I swell up with a tinge of anger every time I have to bend over to pick something up...and if you have seen me lately I don't need any help swelling up;)

Easter

2008-03-28T09:26:00.003-04:00

I can't believe Easter was so early this year, we had a pretty low key list of festivities, but we did manage to go to an Easter egg hunt and Bar-B-Q at Seth and Tracy's and celebrated with close friends later on Sunday evening. It was nice and relaxed. We talked with our kiddos about the meaning of Easter and why we celebrate, I laughed when Colin thought it may be Jesus' birthday again. I guess we have been starting Bible before he is all the way awake lately;) Not to worry all confusion was cleared up:) Here are some pics. check out the one of me trying to get a picture of the girls on the steps at metro, classic photo of Lauren who gets all her stunts straight from her brother.

These just make me laugh...

2008-03-25T23:45:00.002-04:00

So Jonathan gave Lauren a bath tonight and wanted to dry and straighten her hair to see how long it was. He dried, I straighten and this is what we ended up with...a very cute goofy 2 year old ready for photos.

Baby Carson

2008-03-25T13:57:00.003-04:00

Carson is Born! March 13th, at 3:50pm he weighed in at 5 lbs. and 15 oz. and was 18 1/2 inches long. He and mommy are doing great, he is quite a sleeper and besides some joundus that has passed all is well. Congrats Wayne, Michelle and Canon!

So I'm a little behind:)

2008-03-25T13:21:00.003-04:00

Can you believe Lauren is already two!? Her birthday was on St. Patrick's Day. Here is a short slide of her birthday activities, they were completely low key. The kids celebrated with Birthday pancakes in the morning and Rick and Debi bought dinner and presents by that night. It was fun and relaxing....

My Baby's 11?!

2008-02-21T09:48:00.002-05:00

So I totally wanted to post on Taylor's Birthday 2-15 but we were so busy with birthday stuff I am just now getting to it... She got the day off from school, stayed in her pajama's until almost 3:00 in the afternoon, had pancakes dilivered from her Grams (on Debi's way to work may I add, Wow!) and special visitor's through out the day and Daddy was able to take off work and take us out to dinner to honor Tay. How Fun! If you asked me what I thought my life would look like 12 years ago, this was not what I would have pictured. Who knew then that An Almighty; The Almighty God could take something so wetched and wicked like me and conform my sin into such an amazing blessing. Taylor I completely believe that you are a means of God's grace to rescue a lost soul 12 years ago. Thank you for being a sweet young lady of Christ, for allowing the Holy Spirit to work in and through you and for being the best Taylor Madison Cox ever! I love and adore you~ Happy 11th Birthday!

Is it Valentine's Day?

2008-02-15T08:28:00.002-05:00

Well, this is what my sweet husband was holding for me as he knocked on the front door in the cold at 11:15pm last night after working 2 jobs all day starting at 6:00am!

We werent able to "go out" for Valentine's Day but I was stilled honored through the hustle and bustle of the day, the late night and the cold evening, I totally knew how much in love my husband and I were as I saw him standing with a smile on his face waiting for me to let him in:)

Our Pioneer Trip

2008-02-11T19:33:00.000-05:00

So we headed to Barberville FL to visit the Pioneer Settlement there, it was great! We rode together with the Grahams and met several other families there. Despite some of the pictures my kiddos really did have a good time:)

Froot Loops anyone?

2008-01-23T22:48:00.000-05:00

So, Lauren looked so cute while she enjoyed her morning cereal that I thought I would share:) The other kiddos were sleeping in and for some reason arent as cute when they eat;)

Farmers Market

2008-01-08T19:42:00.000-05:00

This past Saturday the kids and I decided to let our hard working oh so tired Daddy sleep in, we took a trip to the Winter Park Farmers Market so the house would be nice and quiet for a couple of hours:) Snoozing away Daddy went and off Mommy and children went to enjoy kettle corn (Colin demonstrating in the first photo) and of course running around in the park. We picked up a watermelon, some Bartlett pears (for home) and yummy lemonade to go along with our popcorn and headed to the park. It was great like the weather and no one cried, fought, or threw a tantrum. It was a good day:)

Alright, Alright...Post is at the bottom b/c I always load my pics. wrong!

2007-12-29T13:05:00.000-05:00

Alright, I'll post but nothing too exciting. And just FYI I did try to post earlier this month and my computer got a virus... So everyone is well and enjoying the last days of a school vacation that wasn't planned. :) Here's some pre-Christmas day memories to hold you over until I find the cable to my camera:) Oh and for those who have heard me asking my husband a million times about the name for our baby #4 we have officially decided on Sadie Gwyneth. Happy New Year!

We are going to have...

2007-11-27T17:52:00.000-05:00

A BABY!!! Yeah! Oh and its a Girl:)

Give me vision

2007-10-29T09:07:00.000-04:00

I listened to this song (by Phatfish) last night and thought I would share the lyrics with you:) In every tribe and every tongue, in every nation of the earth, in every people group Your name must be proclaimed. For You have come into the world to seek and save that which was lost now let Your church arise and make Your gospel known. Now the hour is getting late so many millions yet to hear, oh all the harvest, send the laborers we pray. To bring Your sons out from afar, from every corner of the earth and let the prodigals return to you again. Give me vision, I want to see Your kingdom come, give me me passion, to see the glory of Your son. Be exalted Lord for you are worthy and the nations are your heritance. Now kingdoms rage and nations fall and rulers stand against the Lord. Be still and know that He is sovereign over all. His holy purpose will prevail, the church will stand and shall not fail, the God of Jacob is our fortress and our strength. Give me vision, I want to see Your kingdom come, give me passion to see the glory of Your Son, be exalted Lord for You are worhty and the nations are Your heritance. Lord I do pray for a vision, I pray for a passion that Your kingdom will come a passion that surpasses my own selfish desires. Thank You Father for being sovereign over all, let Your church rise up and proclaim Your gospel to the lost, here and in the very corners of the earth. In Your son's precious name, Amen

A Thank you to Friends...

2007-10-25T21:48:00.000-04:00

I just needed to Thank three friends in particular tonight, first Kyle and Tara. Thank you both for serving Jonathan and I by watching our children Tuesday night so that we could go out for a date. I know that it wouldn't be your preference to even be mentioned here much less for me to share all of the other things that you blessed us with that evening, but I do want you both to know how grateful Jonathan and I are for you guys, Thank you for being true servants and for all you did, we greatly appreciate it. And to Ms. Katherine, thank you for coming over and helping me tonight. It was a pleasant surprise and a nice treat to have company in the midst of the chaos in which I call home:) Thank you for washing dishes, consoling sad children and loving on my kiddos. It was a joy my dear getting to just hang out!

My Date Night In

2007-10-02T12:52:00.000-04:00

So I thought several of you would think this was funny, only keep in mind this is really how it is:)

Jonathan has been working alot lately so we decided a date night was much needed. Instead of getting a sitter at the last minute and rushing out the door in a heavy down pour we chose to have a date night in. Jonathan settled the older kids with a movie after showers and put Lauren to bed after her bath. I ordered take out and took a quick shower before going to get it. I hopped in the car went to Outback and proceeded to wait at Curbside for my order to come out. I waited and waited, when the young server girl finally came out she asked what my name was and phone #. As she searched and searched her receipts she found no such name and asked if I had called the Altamonte location. In my most mature adult voice I said, "Well I hope not considering this is Longwood"

She then replied that this is actually the Altamonte location which I so kindly ignored and again told her I know that I called this location, Longwood Altamonte whatever, get me my food.

She asked if I remembered what I ordered, and I started rambling my food items to her, a chicken parm., a tomato caprese, Calamari. She then said very patiently and sweetly, "Honey we don't have any of that food."

Me easing into my pride so effortlessly I begin to think no junk lady, I guess they should start making it!

I'm staring at her in pure disbelief that I have to wait for my food longer when she says " I think you meant to go across the street to Carrabas"

Oh the taste of Humble Pie, before dinner and everything. I had pulled into the wrong restaurant with the wrong attitude:) By the time I got to Carrabas, my food had been waiting a good 15 minutes and I sleepishly told that server my story. She stared at me in the same wow I feel sorry for you look that the other girl did. I promise you I really am not this ditsy when I am not pregnant! Jonathan and I enjoyed our quiet dinner (after I reheated it) and again almost the same look from him came when I told him the story only it had a little more of, I leave my children with you all day in it. Anyways I hope you enjoy a laugh on my behalf! Oh and by the way....Thank you Kathy, appetizers, salads, and entrees for $8.00! It was Yummo!

We're going to Williamsburg?!

2007-10-01T15:02:00.000-04:00

Well, Considering that someone told me my baby would probably be born before I updated this blog I thought I should post:) If you didn't hear I have officially gone koo-koo and 2 weeks ago within a 6 hour period of time decided to join our History group (The Rawlsons, Hartliefs, McGaheys,the Masri's and us:)We missed you Tammy!) for a week long field trip to Historic Williamsburg. I left Lauren for the first time (well that was longer then a 48 hour time frame.) She did great of course until I got back home:) Virginia was a wonderful experience!(with some unexpected UPS and downs) The fact that almost every map said one thing and the street signs said another could get any one's temper tempted. My best idea, to follow the shuttle until you get to your destination. Who would have thought getting the cooler would take an hour or renting costumes almost the same, who knew there would be mold in one of the bedrooms. (the reason for the move..the new condo ended up extremely nicer) I don't think Hannah and Hope ever got to Wee Folk but all was good in the end and I don't think Shawnie and Elyse would change anything if it meant changing their close friends the Slacks surprising them (I personally like Shawnie screaming "Oh my God, Oh my God!" right outside of the mental hospital:) nor would I change it if it meant I wasnt able to hear Taylor sing "I am in Williamsburg, I cant believe I am in Williamsburg" or Colin asking questions about the slaves and thier hardships. Outside of some repentance sessions (from the moms:) everyone did great! I think my kids enjoyed Jamestown and Yorktown the best. I am glad that the Lord was so sovereign to create me in this time period, with out houses, horse poop and the medical procedures, I am not sure I would have lived as long:) Ladies, Thank you so much for switching things, from cars to rooms, to just adding more to the brunch in order for Taylor, Colin and I to go. We really did have a blast and the friendships, memories, and experience far out weighed any of the "misfortunes." You Girls are the Best and we cant wait for the rest of this tapestry year! Enjoy our slide show. P.S. I videoed half the time so I didn't take as many pictures as usual.

Bambino number 4

2007-09-08T13:43:00.000-04:00

Well, here's our newest Bambino! According to the S/G my due date is April 24th. Everything looks good and healthy. Just keep praying that the sickness will pass, that seems to be the biggest obstacle at the moment. The other day Colin came up to me at 2:00 and asked "Mommy, are we going to have lunch today?" I think I can handle morning sickness, its the all day stuff that's holding me back;) Thanks for all of your encouraging comments, I am pretty sure I can feel excitement creeping up to my throat, but then I start to puke! :) Love you all~

Surprise!

2007-08-30T21:16:00.000-04:00

Well, Surprise! Baby number 4 is on its way! We are coming out of the shock slowly:) but Jonathan and I found out that I am pregnant with Baby number 4 about 2 weeks ago. So as I in a daze rejoice at the very unexpected surprise, join with us as we anticipate the arrival of this little one. Oh, and I for one covet your prayers!

Just a cute picture of Lauren:)

2007-08-25T22:08:00.000-04:00

Noah's 3rd Birthday!

2007-08-13T16:45:00.000-04:00

Well, it was the first Birthday we were able to celebrate with Noah and Mitierra since he's been born! She decided to do whatever theme he picked and he wanted Bob the Builder, so what does God provide on major clearance at the party store? Yup... you guessed it, everything she needed was 2.50 and under! Love it! We had a great time. Noah got an amazing amount of gifts and he loved every minute of opening them up. Although our "Swim Party" was rained out we still decided to continue the festivities inside including the pinata! Enjoy some of the pictures below... Oh, and a big Thank you to TARA...YOU ROCK!

The Science Center

2007-08-04T23:32:00.000-04:00

Well, Mitierra and Noah had to go home but God blessed them with many traveling mercies, I'll have to share those for another time. Tonight I wanted to start off the next few posts with some slide shows of the fun things we got to do while they were here. We miss them already But Meti and Noah I hope this brings you Happy Memories...Until next time:)

While I am at it here's another one:)

2007-07-24T21:17:00.000-04:00

So, its off to the "Disney Condo" with Kristen and the VanLue's. We piled all the girls (and one brown boy) in Kristen's van and headed on out to the borrowed VanLue Condo. They have a great walk in pool with a water slide that the kids just loved! mel and Cade came in a bit later and we decided that we would shove as many kids as we could in Cissy's van and head to the park down the road. After about 5 minutes of playing it started to rain but we decided to stay. It was great, the kids had a blast and we all made a great memory:) Thanks VanLue family for allowing us to join in on the fun...until next time enjoy more pictures!

I am updating:) The Fourth of July

2007-07-24T20:43:00.000-04:00

So I heard that I needed to update, so I am. Here's some pics. from the 4th of July. We had a last minute get together with Wayne and Michelle and Canon:) We had fun, a trial go with home made Mohitos a really yummy steak dinner if I do say so myself and of course good ol' hillbillie fireworks that cost way more then they are worth. I hope you guys enjoyed your fourth of July, it was a much needed reminder of my failure to be grateful daily for my freedom!

Train Ride??

2007-07-09T09:47:00.000-04:00

Mitierra and I wanted to take the boys on a train ride. The plan was to hop on board and ride to Kissimee where we would go through the small town's shops and have lunch there and then come back to WP. Well, to say the very least our plan didn't happen, the train was running so late that our time in the Kissimee town was getting shorter and shorter and the sun was getting hotter and hotter. We decided to cancel our reservations and do it another time. As we are headed to the car after a lengthy refund process our train finally arrived. We later found out that several people forgot their luggage on the train we were suppose to take and they were stopping it downtown to remove all luggage from it and search for the missing luggage. Not only would we have been on that train with little to no time in the town but we would have been stopped sitting downtown while they looked for the luggage. I am so thankful that God "saved" us from that "misery!" We ended up having a fun day and had a yummy lunch at Chik fil a to the train another day I guess:)

Finally a new post...

2007-07-03T21:48:00.000-04:00

Well its still raining but I thought I would post anyways;) Mitierra, Noah, And Grandma all piled in my parents van and went to the Sanford Zoo. We had fun despite the heat. I think Lauren's favorite part was getting out of the stroller and running around and the kids were really excited to pick something from the outpost store. Enjoy the pictures:)

2007-06-14T22:02:00.000-04:00

So I was at the beach this past weekend. Rick and Debi invited us to spend a couple of nights with them in their usual condo. (They rent a two bedroom two bath place right across the street from the beach every year, its a great place despite the 70's wallpaper and slightly cheesy decor) How could we say no!:) Anyways, as the kids were riding waves on their boogie boards with their daddy and Lauren was amazingly playing close by in the urine infested water I was watching the waves crashing, small at first and then bigger as time went on. I also took notice in the approaching storm, it was far in the distance but quickly and powerfully came closer to shore. The sky grew dark and you could begin to hear the thunder get louder. We decided of course that it was time to get back in doors and soon came the pounding rain. Much was put on hold while the storm took its place. Plans for the afternoon changed, but soon the rain stopped. I know you may be expecting me to say that next came the wonderful sun and it was shining and all was grand, but it didn't happen exactly that way. The rain came to a crescendo and slowly stopped, the dark clouds stayed for quite a while and when the wind blew what rain was left in the trees fell down. Everything was wet and soggy outside and pretty much undesirable. We didn't continue on with what we had planned because the storm change that. I guess sometimes I expect God to bring the sun out too early in the storm. When trials or circumstances come that are more then unpleasant I arrogantly think that now should be the end of the rain. But God in His wisdom knows that sometimes the dark clouds need to stay out longer, the wind still needs to blow and the aftermath of the rain will still come down periodically only so that in the end His name will be glorified, His kingdom will advance and the Majesty of the Lord will be displayed. I read this quote in a book, it said "The pain of our shattered plans is for the purpose of scattered grace." I wonder how far God's grace has been scattered lately? I love that in whatever manifestation suffering is in there is always God's sovereignty and that in the end His name is always proclaimed and glorified.

One more for tonight...

2007-06-09T23:40:00.001-04:00

To my dear friend Elyse~Thank you for always encouraging me, being patient with me (especially with homeschool questions) and for always having a soft heart that understands:) Love ya!

Colin Graduates Kindergarten!

2007-06-09T23:20:00.000-04:00

We are so proud of Colin! I cant believe how big he is getting, He just had his Kindergarten Graduation last night. All of our close family was able to make it to celebrate with us~ Noah, Sage, and Canon did so well and they were even excited for Colin, I heard a few Whoo-Hoo's from Canon:) All of the Daddy's honored their graduate, Jonathan did such a great job! I was going to read a short tribute until I found out all of the other family's were giving the dad's an opportunity to do so. Just thought I would post what I had prepared since I didn't share it last night. Colin, I had this verse in mind when I thought of you graduating Kindergarten tonight. 1 Corinthians 3:7 says: “So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth.” Colin I am so thankful that I can rely on God to give you growth, through our fun days with homeschooling and field trips to our more difficult days dealing with our heart attitudes and weariness, I can truly say that only God gives the growth. I am so thankful that He has allowed you to grow in so many ways. From beginning to read, to losing your first tooth this year and all the way to asking probing questions about the Lord and Salvation, I am amazed at His kindness to us. Colin I love you and I am so very proud of you. Congratulations on graduating kindergarten! Love, Mommy, Daddy, Taylor and Lauren

My surprise which probably is no longer a surprise since I took so long to post is...

2007-06-09T21:27:00.000-04:00

Mitierra and Noah are in town! They arrived this past Tuesday and will be in Orlando until the end of July! We are so excited and we even get to celebrate Noah's birthday with them. A first since he's been born:)

I hate how this loads pictures and text~Read post at the bottom

2007-06-03T21:39:00.000-04:00

Alright, Alright.... I deserve all the grief from you loyal friends that actually read this blog. (thanks;) There's not much to post about but here are a few pics. of SOME of my closest friends. (And the last one is just for me) Happy Birthday guys! P.S. Stephanie you take the best pictures even through all of the moaning and groaning! Next time I post I will have a surprise for you all:)

Mothers Day

2007-05-16T12:04:00.000-04:00

Ahhh...Mothers Day:) I hope you all had a great one, if not check out the last few posts on the GirlTalkblog In honor of my Grandmother (we call her Mimi) we traveled to Jacksonville to celebrate her 80th birthday with a surprise party. My Aunt Gina and Uncle Thad hosted and did a terrific job, we had ribs and salmon waiting for us as we went a day early to visit. yummo:)I think my Mimi was blessed and even cried when she blew out her candles, probably making up for her response when we all yelled surprise, her matter of factly "I knew it all along." The weekend ended with many memories made including one that my oldest sister Maraya would like to forget! Check out the slide show below and you'll see what I am talking about!

Missions

2007-05-09T09:33:00.000-04:00

We had our last International Community School meeting for the year last night, they highlighted thier graduates of 2007, had testimonies of parents and staff from this year, and then towards the end had all students who were participating on a missions trip to stand and give the information of where they were going and what they would be doing. There were quite a few which was really neat to see, some were nervous you could tell, as they muttered "Um...going to um...work with poor children" and others simply replied with their name where they were going and casually stated what they were going to do, work in a children's camp, build houses, help in an orphanage. All wonderful things, all great kids, but one stuck out to me, a 5th grade boy destined by God's sovereignty to be in a wheelchair most of his life if not all. He along with the others stated his name, where he was going (to a disable camp locally here in Florida) and what he was going to be doing..."Share Jesus Christ to those there in the camp." I loved it! His wisdom for what the mission truly is delighted my heart:) I was going through a few old pictures late last night (I couldn't sleep:( and this was one of my favorites. Some close family friends traveled to China last year to live out the mission, they adopted a beautiful baby girl, Katherine Mei. I believe rescued her from a life only God truly knows of. I (along with many others I'm sure) would love to travel across and to many countries to live out the commission, to spread God's glorious gospel, to give comfort to the dying and hope to the lost, and although it would seem that in this season God has not called me to that, I believe that He has. Here locally just like Bradley, the 5th grade boy last night. I am thankful for the vision that God has given me for far off places but also for my own family room, where 3 children are that need to hear His gospel, (repeatedly) that need to be comforted hourly lately, and that need the hope that is in Jesus Christ. Pray for the nations, if God enables you GO! but also remember the mission that He has called you to right now, is it your children? Your neighbor? Perhaps your unsaved husband? Family members that call you "Jesus Freak?" (yes it has been said to me) Be encourage that God has allowed us all to partake in His calling to the mission field!

Taylor's recital

2007-05-01T17:11:00.001-04:00

Taylor had her second piano recital last night. She did so well. She played "Pretty Frog Hop." I cant believe she is growing up so fast! Here are some pictures for you all to enjoy.

AHHHHH!

2007-04-27T20:54:00.000-04:00

AHHHHH! Only 2 more weeks of school! Can I hear a hoot hoot!

Happy Birthday

2007-04-25T20:31:00.000-04:00

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dearest Kristen, Happy Birthday to you! I hope you had a wonderful birthday my dear Friend!

Spaghetti anyone??

2007-04-25T20:25:00.000-04:00

Just one of me and Jonathan...Isnt he cute!

2007-04-09T13:10:00.000-04:00

Easter

2007-04-09T12:18:00.001-04:00

Thank you Tara

2007-04-04T19:01:00.000-04:00

Alright...I have to give a big stinkin' thank you to Tara, your friendship is such a blessing to me, I got off the phone so encouraged. I didn't think everything was great and perfect but just the reminder that I need to rely solely on the Lord and not preparation, early mornings, or by no means my own strength was so helpful. You did all that within a few minutes on the phone and you did it so gracefully and honestly. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You! My love to you Friend.

Lauren's the cutest cupcake

2007-04-02T21:19:00.000-04:00

Just some pics. of Lauren's birthday party. Thanks to all of you who were able to celebrate with us. She is the cutest little cupcake:)

Full of His Grace

2007-04-02T21:07:00.000-04:00

I had a friend email me yesterday just to say that God had laid me on her heart and she wasn't sure why, but wanted me to know that she was praying for me. I believe that God just does that for us, He knows when we doubt and begin to fear and then in a most practical way He pours His spirit in another and allows us to be blessed by it. After all this last couple of weeks has brought it still remains to be full of His Grace. I am so thankful for the body of believers that I have the privilege to be surrounded by. Thank you Tammy for being obedient to our Lord and allowing me to blessed by it, your prayers are most appreciated and felt!

Conviction meets Mercy

2007-03-25T22:04:00.000-04:00

You know when God continues to point you to a specific area in your life that needs change?Where everywhere you go, article you read, sermon/message you hear points you back to this area. That it is so obvious after just a few days that this is where God would have you dissect and perhaps pour an extra amount of energy in? Well, I do declare that my loving heavenly Father has chosen this area for me to be the training of my children, and although at times my vision has been blurry (like most of my recent digital pictures;) I have seen God's mercy in all of the convictions. That I am convicted at all points me to the cross. I am so unworthy of His kindness. Even when I grumble in my heart that I, ME, the "BUSY" mom that I am, have to stop what I am doing(usually cleaning or lesson planning nothing too exciting-check out the latest post on the Girl Talk blog), what was in my plan for the day to spend time training and disciplining my children, even then God allows me to partake in His mercy and kindness. That Today although it would not be what Taylor would choose to do in her free time she decided on her own to clean her entire room, one job that is done often with complaint, she choose to do this partly to please me and her Daddy but in a small way to honor her Lord. So she did, as she listened loudly to a CD and attempted to sing to "Super Tones" she had her room spotless in about an hour's time. And when I think of how most of my time with Colin has been spent I recall that this week almost all of it has been less then pleasant, it is so tempting to feel like all I do is repeat the same expectations, and the same short verses that point him back to obedience, when it seems that my seeds won't be reaped for a LONG time he choose to have several good attitudes when things weren't going his way with a family baseball game in the back yard; that in any of the past few days would have ended with a trip to the bathroom. Two small ways that seem so big to me, that God has shown His wonderful mercy to me in a season of conviction.

Taylor and Colin

2007-03-25T13:12:00.000-04:00

So I was looking at Lauren's picture and thinking of how adorable she is and I thought oh I have more beautiful babies just waiting to be posted on this blog:) As I listen to Taylor eating soup (her favorite) and Colin playing out a car race with his "cars" characters I thought of how precious these moments are and that they will all too soon end. Lately it has been a challenge for me to view this season (with all of its disciplining and training and disciplining;) as precious. My prayer for you if you are privilege to have children is that you remember as God has kindly reminded me this week that our children are only borrowed. That they truly belong to Him, and one day when they (and we) are called home that you will be able to look back and know that God's hand was on you and them and that through every season trialing or full of joy was walked out in a manor that glorified Him.

2007-03-22T22:08:00.000-04:00

Just thought I would post a pic. of my youngest cutie pie. She wasn't so sure about the candle I think but she liked the cupcake. We celebrated as a family on her birthday and we are planning a little party at the end of this month. She's such a big girl already I think I am still in denile that she's one:)

I can't believe...

2007-03-19T21:51:00.000-04:00

I cant believe that I have been married for 10 years! God has been so faithful and merciful to me:) I thought I would give you some highlights of our anniversary celebration. We started it off with dinner at my favorite Restaurant Brio, we had a gift card (thanks Tara and Kyle) that made it even more fun to order drinks and appetizers, the calamari is yummy, if your wondering what I got for dinner I had the Lettuce Wedge and Salmon with roasted veggies and a side of the best patatoes ever, they are worth every penny and cellulite dimple. After dinner as we were deciding to walk around the Village or not Jonathan asked me to "pick a hand" as I stood there slightly confused and giggly I choose his right hand, he grinned and said "nope try again" so I went along with the silly game still confused and picked the left hand this time, he was still grinning and said "not that one either", after I asked him if we were five again I decided to go back to my first choice and picked his right hand again...to my shock there sat a small black box opened and in it was a white gold 1/2 caret Princess cut diamond ring. At that moment it started to sprinkle with rain and of course I started to cry and asked him if he was serious:) I was also recalling how much I had drank to make sure I was alright;)heehee. He Said "Happy Anniversary Babe" Kissed me and put the ring on my finger. How exciting and unexpected is that! Needless to say we had a very special and memorable Anniversary. I choose to post this not to boast in my shiny beautiful ring or even in my sweet husband but to make you (and me) even more aware of God's goodness in our lives. He has most definitely blessed me in my marriage and has always worked all things for my good He can take what once dwelled in sin and evil and transfrom it for His glory. Thanks to all of you who rejoiced (and squealed with delight) in the celebration of our tenth anniversary!

Committee anyone?

2007-03-12T21:40:00.000-04:00

I want to ask you to be in my prayer committee:) I am looking for people who care about me enough to confront me (very lovingly and gently and perhaps with a snack and a diet coke) people who stand for Christ and visit His throne often, and people who will sincerely pray and not just say they did to be nice. Are you in? If so my first request would be that God would bless me and although I am not worthy of His spirit that He would allow me to be "out" in His spirit. I have been praying for Him to manifest His presence in a manner that I have never experienced before and I have faith that He will do so. (I hope:) So if you happen to think of it send a prayer before Christ for me would ya?

so here it is...

2007-03-06T22:50:00.000-05:00

So here it is, my blog. I hope you come to enjoy its insights:) and that eventually it gets in your favorites:)